I had such a long time to listen to the "old Fob songs" (I mean the songs before Folie a deux)

So today,my bff(best friend forever) called me and told me to watch Mtv Greece.Even if she doesn't like their music.

Unfortunately,I watched the Diary Of Fob only for 5 minutes.Even these 5 minutes were enought to remind me how I used to cry everytime I was listening "Sugar we're going down" or "Saturday".I was reminded how much I love them and that I will always love them.They were my first music obsession.I won't forget how it felt the first time I heard their songs.I fell in love with every single one.I was able to remember the tune even if I had listened to them once.

They are my best kept secret and my biggest mistake

xoxo

Debbie Doo

Chest and belly hair.

Now we know why we have never seen him shirtless on GG.

But I think chest hair is cool.

What do u think?

Well,I used to be a kid who loves food.I could eat tones and tones of sweets.After that "healthy diet"(lol) I put some extra pounds(about 15?xD)

So I'm vistiting a dietologist in order to lose those extra pounds.And I'm following a REAL healthy diet.I eat eveything.I mean EVERYTHING.It's not an "express diet".I lose weight but not a lot like you do with those diets that make you starving.My dietologist said I just have to lose 2 more pounds and I'll be okay.To be honest I want more.

But,I'm not an angel.I meet my doc every second Thursday evening.What am I doing after my visit?I eat tons of food.I know it's bad.I feel guilty.I feel like cr_p.My stomack is ready to explode and I feel like throwin' up!

But why am I doing this?!I think I'll feel "happy" after eating that bar of chocolate like I used to!But I DON'T!!!I'm eating because I'm trying to find my old bad self.I can't even eat 50 grams of chocolate though!It disgusts me!It's like eating.Without any kind of taste.Food used to be a kind of weapon for me.I could get happier.More energetic.Getting through a problem.

But I've just understood that FOOD is the PROBLEM.Eating and eating.You'll feel better for a moment.And then what?Will your problems disapper?NO.You'll add some more to your list; like not being able to fit in your tight jeans and feelin' fat.Even if you're not.

STARTING FITTING IN MY OLD CLOTHES MAKES ME FEELING COMPLETE.FOOD ISN'T MY SOURCE OF HAPPINESS ANYMORE.AT LEAST I THINK SO.I'LL STOp EATING TONS OF FOOD EVERY SECOND THURSDAY.(I hope I will)

SO WHY FEELIN EMPTY? ASK YOURSELF. AND GET OUT OF THE FRIDGE. LEAVE THOSE COOKIES ON THE CUPBOARD.THERE ARE BETTER THINGS TO DO.WHAT KIND OF THINGS?YOU'LL FIND OUT.

What happened? =/

Thanks a lot hun!:DDD

xoxo

Debbie

(the "break a heart drop a name" photo-yes,I'm obsessed with fall out boy.lol)

:D

xoxo

Debbie

I'll miss u!

xoxo

Debbie

Maybe,while I'm relaxing away from the city I'll meet with my big crush!xD(I've mentioned him to many of u!lol-u know the 6 years crush!xD)His vacation home is near to my aunt and ucle's vacation home!:D I told him about it and he told me that we could "hang out" and that he wants me to meet his friends:D(dooiing!)

I hope we'll meet and have fun!:D

So,once again,to the people who'll drop me a note or send me a message,I'm sorry I won't be able to answer immediately. :(

I've got hurt because of him many times!Wish me good luck.

I'll miss u

xoxo

Debbie